Exhausted

I was presenting my research paper in one of the conference organized in Chengdu, China which was held from 15 until 17 April 2011.

This is my first experience attending an international conference. The presentation was good and even better compared presenting it at national level. Why? Most of the presenter especially the Chinese cannot deliver their presentation very well because of English problem...So it has limit their delivery even though their research is superb! So, i take this opportunity to build some confident as it can over shadow all the weaknesses in my research paper ;)...'mulut' is very important..kekekkekekekke

Some updates

I was trying to find a space for writing some updates here. Lately i felt that i had extremely utilized my thinking capability to dig out some ideas on final year project for my final year students.

i still remember during my time few years ago, it was not easy to find the suitable title for final year project. Fortunately my supervisor at that time, Cik Marina suggested me a title called newsletter system. My first impression about my title is, i have to develop an online system for newsletter. However, Cik Marina was asking me, what is the research element within your title? I could not answer at that time...What i know is, development, since software development skill is very important for me and this is what the IT companies are looking for.

However, Cik Marina was not really insist about the research elements in my system development at that time, you know as a student, i just only thinking about the functionality...

And...after pursuing my master degree, the same thing was happened again when i'am doing my dissertation. I still remember Dr.laila, our head of program was said "no...it is ONLY development"...At this point, i was already understand what is called as research element....

And now..... I could not expect too much from my fyp students. I had gone through all these hard times for completing fyp....

dear students

DR J, one of my colleague here said "most of the students won't learn during the class, they will rather bringing whatever they get from the class to be studied at home, therefore you have to prepare a complete set of notes and exercises for them to study at home".

Yes, I got to admit I never make the notes complete. But why? Because I had learn from the previous semester experience. Last time, I was giving everything to my students. I allowed them to open the book during test and quizzes, I accepted their project although most of them used other subject's assignment to be presented to me! I marked their exam with a full consideration and kasih sayang by only pointing out their keyword.

I love them so much although sometimes I felt I'm giving lecture to the hall. When I'am asking them a question, later there will be no response and I will be the one who giving the answer to my own question. When I allowed them to make a group discussion, they just shut their voice off but when I'm asking them to shut down their mouth they will keep on chit chatting, making unnecessary things during my lecture. Apa kau ingat sia patung?

I'am not a perfect student during my time, I was also a passive student but at least I respect my lecturer. Yes, saya pun sama juga, kalau dua jam lecture mungkin 10 minit saja saya concentrate, but at least I did not making a noise, did not distracting the other students focus.

When I'am not giving a complete solution in their notes please don't complain! It is purposely to be made like that okay! Why. because I want my students to concentrate my teaching, because I will give all the solutions through my BIG MOUTH and please also open up your eyes besar besar tinguuuuu apa yanggg siaaa tulisss di white board. Bapakkk kau hantar kau pigi sini untuk balajarrrrrr. Banyakkk cantekkk kau semua benda mau sia suap dalam lubang mulut kau???